coming back after break

well, i can't believe how much my life has changed this year.
people who i thought were my best friends are false
i still have a contact with one, but it's not close - never was and never will.
the second one - we didn't talk since.. november? yep.
my best friend since december is a person that i hated, what a paradox. 
what's happening in my life now?
i have a person that i am with, but im not completely sure about this relationship.
i don't know why. sometimes i have a feeling like "OMG, I LOVE HIM SO MUCH", but sometimes is "HMM, DO I WANT THIS FOR SURE?".
very important person from my past came back to my life. i'm happy about it.
i don't know if i will pass Maths this year. so creepy.
D from Polish? it must be a joke.
im undeniably exhausted. waiting for summer.
Italy, Wroclaw, my boyfriend, friends i MELANŻ i MELANŻ, hej!
but i totally don't feel like summer.

i know that probably no one's reading this, but i feel much better when i write.

talk to me because
i want to eat your words
talk to me because
it's how i become the sweetest
and peach mousse from your lips fills me 
like moon again
hot fullness
talk naughtily 
and touch here with tip of your finger
dangerously want to 
suck me under the water
don't be scared
hunger will attract us today
read me like a menu
freely
tip
pinch
bite 
lick 
mousse from your lips
me saute